nothing personal, I'm just better than...

I'm f*ckin selfish bastard, but I regret... 

I believe thats enough to forgive me... 

Maybe it's cuz I'm selfish...
weirdo as nowhere.

yo boy and girl.!

So much to win.!
I get a new job.!

Thats not the end of lucky news.!
Work adn Travel project is even more possible for me 

than I thought it could ever be.!
Be prepared America, handsome polish guys are coming to you.! :D

Sometimes I think I won my life on lottery and its the most precious thing and the only I could ever win.

Job, possibilities to travel all over the world, best friends I know from childhood and that I know from Uni :)
I'm not devoted, but Is impossible to receive so many good things
without any help from that 'higher side'.

It's priceless.!
Even if there are things or people in my life I wish they gone better.

I still believe there is something I need to understand before receiving them.

There is only 7 days until my next journay.
Am I happy? hard to say...
It's an experiance I wanted to live, some people can't understand why I am doing that.
I can't trully explain that, it helps me to understand real world, philosophy of my life.
This is who I am.!


I wanted you, but it was platonic as hell.

thats a sentence of the week.!

good luck anyway.!

Misterious.!

I'm not getting naked here, sorry.
showbiznes nie dla mnie... 

fuck.

so simple.

Im affraid, they're starting to discover who I really am.
Damn'. 

So, here I go...

Family is asking me, why do you want to go there so much?
The response is simple... If you will not try it... There is no chance to understand that.

Most of you who read that at this moment, know that feeling.
If you tried it once, you want to come back there again and again.

Once I asked myself, how to show people solidarity between catholics, protestants and orthodox?
How to show them, that love is not reserved only for mates from our 'packs'...
Once in my life I was on protestant service.
Probably I would never do that, 

but my good friend asked me to participate in that special for him day.

I CAN'T imagine, how could I say 'No'...
Say no, cuz they are not catholics... cuz they are different...
cuz his parents raised him as a protestant and me as a catholic...

This is not love I want to feel to other people...

End of serious talking.

:D

Still in the "room without views for future."

Peace People.!